the darkness..

my buttons.. how i despisse trhwm..

i already menntiioned them beefore. they cause my eyes to go blind, ears to goo deeaf, and... well, forget my voice.

today, luat decided to plunge me intto darkness... panicf ovetok me almost immediately as it tends to do every time. but sinvce it was lust, i thought to try and relax.

i did.. for a moment or ttwo. not sure how long. it was dark.
ansd thenmn it ame back. i fought it, astruggled.. and ended panting against my hood.

i hearsd lusst's voice.. wekk, her indicatorr.. beep, and i beeped back thatt i was ok for now. she still released me from the daark, thankfully.
i wonder if i caann get used to it one day..