29 today.))
Two weeks into this thing.
I'm wondering how long my sanity will last.
Or if it's already gone.
I'll keep writing up my experiences,
developing Maki into.. well.. what she's becoming.
Lust triggered something in me, as a person in RL.
She gave me ground to plant a seed in and I'm watching it grow.
I want to thank Lust, for giving me this opportunity.
And I want to ask for her forgiveness,
because I keep finding new ways to cheat around the implant.
There's a time coming, in the near future, where I will need to break from the heavy bondage I'm in now.
I hope Lust will work with me in this, continuing the development of my character.
There's a couple of roads I can take. Some will sever ties that have been with me for over four, five years now.
Others will lead to a new chapter in books I haven't written in for almost as long.
I know the road I'm trying to take, but I'm not sure whether my experiences will lead me to them.
Being a drone in SL is liberating as much as it is frustrating.
Strangely enough, every day gets slightly better.
I'm acclimatizing to the restrictions put on my character. Even if that means some 'friends' seem unwilling to continue their relationship with me.
I don't blame them, but I take note of it.
One friend who didn't turn away told me:
"Regardless of what you look like; you've always been yourself."
I sincerely hope I am.
I hope this blog is enjoyable to read, and will attempt to fill it with new experiences written down to the best of my ability.
It's 3:30am here as I write this. My plans to stick to a predictable sleeping pattern have been foiled yet again.
2012-01-16
This unit's birthday..
((And now, a message from the editor:
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